helloi'm back, sorry i haven't written anything in a while or been on DA i've been busy working trying to save up for heading off to meet my friends on their gap year, and getting fucked pretty much constantly so there's my explaination for my absense. Thank you for the messages acknowledging my absense and i'll try and post something new for you guys to read.
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my familyMy family and I have never really been what you could call close net. I grew up and learned all I know at school and in my room without much guidance from my mother and father. My mother liked and still does like to think that we are the perfect family and regularly exhibits us to her friends as the perfect children and my father the perfect husband. We are far from this her eldest, me who has always struggled with drugs and authority, sent to a drop out boarding school and with his skill for manipulation and persuasive nature convinced his mother that boarding was not the right thing for him. Later expelled and reinstated by a new headmy family
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1.2.05I’m still amazed by how vivid a memory can be. That a song, or movie or even something as small and trivial as a lighter. All these things at the right moment can make me well up, just trying to remember what we lost. But then I remember that it wasn’t what we lost that destroyed the greatness we had together. It was something I lost or misplaced or forgot and in losing you lost all hope of regaining my spark.1.2.05
The very thing that galvanised our relationship and made it so perfect. And now all I see everywhere is happy uncomplicated couples but then again to an outsider to a game made for two, I suppose it would seem u
by ~Sorrowful-God
rantingBasking in my failure, even with something as simply. I take that back actually, that is one word that should never be used to describe a relationship. But as I have not had a relationship in so long I think to myself how do I manage to fail in something a simple as the starting point of the allusive relationship. I manage to fuck up so quickly and am the proud partner of 18 women in my life so far 8 of which I have had sex with and 14 odd which actually count because something actually occurred between us other than holding hands. I know not why we feel a sense of pride towards our so called conquests. This just meansranting
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lying to yourselfEvery day I wake up to false promises. Not merely from friends and loved ones, I lie to myself. Tell myself I’ll change, I’ll quit but I don’t! I follow my life through a kind of distorted looking glass, deluding myself that I won’t fuck up again.lying to yourself
I may very well be the most self destructive future mess I know.
Time is running short, to turn it all around. Actually get off my arse and prove to someone I’m not just a fuck up. I have a passion in me, for what purpose I do not know. I have no drive, no clarity.
A great passion lacking the drive and momentum to actually use positively towards an
by ~Sorrowful-God
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- Current Residence: southampton
- Interests: windsurfing, juggling, fire poi
- Favourite movie: requiem for a dream
- Favourite band or musician: The Smashing Pumkins/Fugazi
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- Favourite poet or writer: pablo neruda
- Favourite game: conflict vietnam, call of duty. couldn't pick just 1
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Forget the truth. It lacks lyricism.
'Judas, don't be a dick.'
Um.
Yes.
Anyway, gimme a text pal. I'm back home soon, with a full months loan this time. LONDON!
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Forget the truth. It lacks lyricism.
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Forget the truth. It lacks lyricism.
how long has this been there, your pretty damn crotchy too.
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it's better to burn out, than fade away
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